When I was staring at the dark abyss When I was standing alone helpless with my dreams shattered with my hopes defeated betrayed by people full of deceit crushed by the clutches of the defeat When I was desperate for a ray of hope When I would die for a day of love The whole world stood still mocking me indifferently laughing at me incessantly finding joy in my pain seeking humor in my burn Waiting for a hand to wipe my tears My eyes have turned barren Waiting for a heart to give some warmth I have turned cold I survived with struggle I will be stronger as I heal This time definitely more evil than before I don’t care if I am called a Joker World should not count on me For it never stood with me when I was in need